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Jubilant,
this incredible feeling.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Hi :)

Work is still fine.
And I purposely choose schedule that is different from somebody(s).
Oh yah, TODAY IS MY PAY DAY!
Cool :)

Yeap, I was surprised yet a little happy on seeing there's a miss call from you.
I don't know why I'm happy.
But I really feel a relieve deep down from my heart.
AND, I felt my heart beating a little faster on seeing you on bus today.
I was dam surprised la, of course.
Aiya, whatever.
Hope you are doing fine then.
I think I miss you? Or rather our past. :(

Tmr will be Joslynn's Halloween PARTY!
It's a PARTY, and of course there will be lots of fun!
Let's enjoy, girls! :D :D :D :D
but there's training D:
No suicides puhleasssee :)

Btw, CONGRATS ON YOUR 2ND BABY BOY MRS ISZAL!
Tc of your health.
It's sad that you won't be with us for the coming North Zone.
But it's okay, we will do ourselves PROUD!





It's coming to an end.

XOXO♥ || 12:58 am

Monday, October 27, 2008
"God, will you bring back, bring back all the past to me..."


Went down to court today.
Tgt with Zhenyu.
Play a little.
The surrounding is so weird. -___-

Tmr will be working from 12pm all the way till closing.
11 hours.
I will be very bored till Irvin arrived. -___-
Btw, I'm sorry Irvin.
Didn't mean to cause a lot of troubles to you.
Feel very guilty that you got scolded.
From now onwards, I will behave myself at work.
Stop all those nonsense things and prove them wrong!
FYI, I seriously loathe, hate, detest, abhor JH;LFZ. YOU SERIOUSLY GOT NO BRAINS.
Just be a stupid stucked up person then.
Stop being a busybody and notice what others are doing.

And then complain to the heads.
WHATEVER EH, I don't care.
Cos you don't even know me well, so you don't have the fucking right to judge me.
So what if you are a senior? BIG FUCK EH?
You don't even respect me, then why must I?
Get a life la kiddo. -_-

Another one, I hope you haven destroy the image I have for you. -__-
Hope tmr work will be alright.

Each and everyone repeats Your name to me.
But I don't think I love you as much as last time.
And I don't deny that there's still feelings for You.
But it will be all over soon.



How I wish deep down in my heart, there was nvr a scar;

XOXO♥ || 11:55 pm

After 15 days, I finally get to see You.
And just nice, it falls on the 26th too.
Even though is just like 2 sec glance and a few minutes of being there.
I'm still happy to still have the chance of seeing You.
But at the same time, my heart is trembling very very fast.
I feel awkward, sad on seeing You.
I don't know why.

I didn't have the chance to even stare at You,
didn't have the chance to see You going away.
I'm fucking down after You left,
the unbearable feeling inside.
I can't bear that You just left like that.
I wish You could have been there for a longer time.

I wish I really could turn back the time.
I really want back the last time,
when everything is right in place.
When there's nth in the way of us.
When all I knew was to make You happy.
And all we have tgt is only happy moments.

I miss those phone calls and smses.
I miss the times when we talk craps.
I miss Your care towards me.
I miss those times we slack tgt.
I miss the last time when we at void deck slacking.
I miss those movies we watched.
I miss those days when we were out tgt.
I miss seeing You play basketball, esp at the free-throw line.
I miss seeing You play pool.
I miss Your clumsiness.
I miss the time when we spent at East Coast, esp at the rock.
I miss the time when we were at Queensway.
I miss those pictures we took.
I miss the night we spent tgt before my Cambodia trip.
I miss the day when we were at Pasir Ris.
I miss the day when we were cycling.
I miss the day when we celebrated Manfred's bday.
I miss the 1st time and the 2nd time.
I miss Your smile.
I miss Your goodbye wave.
I miss calling You JW.
I miss calling You dumb.
I miss the nights when I miss You most.
I miss You like I nvr before.
I just fucking miss EVERYTHING that relates to You.

And I jolly well know everything will nvr come back.
It's okay.
Cos I don't care if it's forever, but at least I once had everything.
And now, there's won't be anymore.
I said let go,
but I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over.
You're really gone.
It's like a shattered glass.
There won't be a chance to fix it back nicely.
If there is, there would still be cracks on the glass.
It will nvr be the original glass that has nvr been broken before.

And now, I should learn to give up and let go.
Shouldn't still hold on to the feelings.
I've grown and become more stronger.
So one day, defintely You would be out of my heart.

Lastly, Thank You for everything,
and I'm really sorry for what I've done.




Will there be another time of seeing You?

XOXO♥ || 2:48 am

Saturday, October 25, 2008

"Those beautiful and happy moments You both once had...."

Alright, woke up at 12 today.
Aunty Alice ask me to work at 1pm.
Just nice, prepare and went down.
Work was perfectly fun with Irvin around, COOL! :)
And SinHui was a nice girl :)
I really enjoy the process of working over at PL.
Thanks to cool people :)
I'm off tmr, Sunday work again.

IRVIN CHONG!
Don't be jealous, he's much more NICER den you are.
You don't want help den don't want lor.
I got others to ask!
Don't forget how you bully me at store, so revenge!
HAHAHAHAHA :D
How cruel I'm. But nvm, only to IRVIN CHONG :)

Okay, I shall get some slp now.

Yes, I'm fucking sad and jealous at that point of time -__- ;


XOXO♥ || 1:26 am

Friday, October 24, 2008
Finally it marks the last day of sch :)
Play mahjong at Trina's house with the rest.
Alright Shu, I admit that I'm lousy at CHEAT!
Cos I'm good girl and I don't lie :)

Today's work is still fine la.
And I did the service closing myself, how GREAT!
I was doing it very slowly and I'm dam tired.
Irvin, I need your help la!
So, I only managed to finish at 11.45.
Fell asleep inside bus, and have to walk two bus stops back -__-
Hmm, I find that Joshua is quite sweet and caring eh :)
I guess he is the one of those guys that leaves me a good impression at PL.

LinXiaoMei,
I don't need your millions or whatever SORRYS.
Cos, I can understand very well.
You nvr let me down,
just pursue whatever you want, this is the only way that you will be happy.
It's perfectly okay, I'm very fine :)
The only I hope is that there's nvr a gap between us as sisters.

I feel like ranting some feelings out here.
Feel like typing down every names that is on my ranting list now.
But I just can't. -___-
Aiya, simple.
WHAT ABOUT ME?
NOW I'M THE ONE WHO IS LEFT OUT, ISN'T IT? -___-

WHAT WILL YOU ALL FEEL IF YOU ALL WERE IN MY SHOES?
SPARE A FUCKING THOUGHT FOR ME PLS.
SOMETIMES I REALLY JUST FUCKING HATE IT.

Forget it.
Just have to keep my mouth shut.
Fuck it den. -___-

I wanna enjoy life :D




Some parts of the day, I still misses You;

XOXO♥ || 12:45 am

Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Love is just like a kite.
You should know when to pull the string tight and when to let the string loose.
If you didn't do the right step on the right time, the string would snap.


I pon sch again!
Shu does this too, so there's no wrong :)

So met up with the girls and went to Plaza Sing.
Walk around for Halloween stuffs to Joslynn's party.
In the end, Roar Et Por get a witch's hat each.
While me and Shu decided to save money and be a nurse.
Using sch's apron and self-made hat.
POWER :)
I'm so excited about the party, it will be fun yeah.

And when I'm on the bus back home.
I received a call from someone, telling me about someone.
I didn't know why, I kept thinking of the person even after I hang the phone,
like as if I'm watching a movie of our past being replay.
I even play the song that he last send me.
He really make an great impact on me previously, and now I guess I do miss him.
I don't know and I'm so confuse.
WTF is happening to me? -____-

Kiamin is at chalet now,
misss her much.
Tc jie, seeeeee yaaa soooon :)
Hope everything is still fine for you :)

I don't know la.
Is like no point saying sorry alrdy lor.
I thought we can like happy happy enjoy this job tgt.
I nvr had a chance to work with my frens or even sisters.
Ended up you don't like it.
Is your heart, I guess?
Or just some reasons.
Don't want to force you on sth that you alrdy said you don't like it.
Don't want straight tell you, cos I know it won't be very nice.
Aiya, I'm feeling sad la, not angry.
As you wish bah. It's perfectly okay with me, really.
:)






And you didn't do it the right way, so our string snapped.

XOXO♥ || 11:51 pm

Monday, October 20, 2008
Hello :)

Sunday's work was really tiring.
The closing part was like so difficult,
thanks that Irvin Chong is around helping.
And worst still, I'm doing Thursday's closing all ALONE.
I will be dead then, GOOD LUCK TO ME :)

I pon sch for today again!
But I went to meet Shu and Trina before training.
Went for Subway and stone at bus stop till 4pm.

Training was still okay la.
But I really hate the S-P-R-I-N-T-S!
Have to be serious in trainings alrdy.
So, welcome to my wish of getting in main 12 :)

I won't be going to sch tmr also.
HAHAHAHA!
And I'm looking forward to Joslynn's Halloween's Party on the 31 oct!

I hope my feelings is getting lesser and lesser for You.
I don't know what to say alrdy la,
But deep down I really hope everything could go back to the past.
Shag, -__-
Shouldn't be thinking about this,
cos this won't ever happen.

Till then, I just realised I really really FUCKING miss the court in the past,
miss those times when we are tgt in the past.
WHY DON'T EVERYTHING COME BACK, OR RESTART?
If I could, I would like to be the first one to invent a TIME MACHINE,
which consist of a PLAY, PAUSE, FORWARD, BACKWARD, RESTART and STOP buttons.
How I wish I could did that. -_____-
Then everything won't be what they are now.
Fuck it, Fuck everything.

Okay, stop those EMO EMO things.
I don't want anymore EMO posts laaaaaaaaaa. -_-
What done is done,
things will get better. Let's be patient and wait :)
Bye peee-pos.

XOXO♥ || 11:15 pm

Sunday, October 19, 2008

"So how much I love You, how much I miss You, I still have to let go.."

Hi people!

One thing,
this is the netball blog created by the sec 1 juniors.
http://www.bonded-juniors.blogspot.com/
Okay, I must say,
they were great.
To see that they are so united tgt, really very happy about this.
WELL DONE GIRLS! :DD

Alright, going to prepare now and off to work!
Byeeeeee :)

Hope to have a glance of You somewhere out there;


XOXO♥ || 12:35 pm

Friday, October 17, 2008
Work for two days straight.
I did enjoy the whole process.
Was stress up and fuck up sometimes.
But I'm quite familiar with the environment alrdy.
I hope everything will be okay.
There are nice staffs too,
one cute and handsome boy :)
Zhenyu, CHEERS! :D

I have nth else to say only left this,
I hope everything You wish for will come true.
And if what Irvin told me was right, then GET WELL SOON!



I pray for Your happiness;

XOXO♥ || 11:27 pm

Thursday, October 16, 2008
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friends, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes byAnd soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye) [x3]
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(bye bye bye bye bye bye) [x3]
Bye bye


Change of song again.
But I just love this song so much,
I didn't know why :)

Yup, I will be working ltr at 3pm.
Scared and excited to have new environment.

Alright, byeeeeeeee peopleeee :D



I still miss You, still love You,
but the feelings is getting lesser and lesser
;

XOXO♥ || 12:28 pm

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I got back all my results except for SS one.
Didn't want to mention anything cos I did extremely bad. -_-
So, let's wait and see if I can get to be promoted.

I will self declared sch holiday for me tmr!
No need to wake up that early for sch,
and no need to chiong to work after sch.
So, tmr will be the first day at Pepper lunch.
Good luck! :D

Training today was okay la.
And there will be trainings in the holidays.
How sad, total of 17 trainings.
Shag -__-
And worst, selection for next year North-Zone.
My wish and my hopes is in there.
And no matter what, I gonne fight for a space in the main team :)

I notice your Msn nick,
your friendster profile.
And I guess You really is not the Nuhsha that I know last time.
You really changed alot alot, until I didn't know where is the old You.
Well, it's better for You like that right.
And I would really forget and let You go.
I promise I will.
Slowly and I will get what I wanted all along :)
Even though I really fall for You, but I know myself.
There won't be a day that You were mine.
Your smile is so perfect that I actually missss most.
So, that's it.




But I'm alrdy used to not having Your picture appearing on my phone;

XOXO♥ || 10:41 pm

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Happy 8th month to Atiqah :)
Happy 2nd month to Irvin Chong :)


One more thing,
Happy 1 year 6 months dearest, if we are still tgt.
I don't know why, but each 14th of the month I would think of you.
And somemore, I saw a full moon today.
Which makes me think of our past even more.
I didn't had my feelings for you coming back and it's definitely IMPOSSIBLE.
But you just suddenly came into my mind.
Whatever la -__-
Hope you get good marks for 'O's den.

Alright.
Today's interview was successful.
So, I will be starting work tgt with Zhenyu this Thurs.
Excited and scared. LOL!
Wish me luck :)

Results were gone case,
don't even want to say about it.
See whether I still can get to promote lor.
Fuck -.-

So, there's training tmr.
GOOD LUCK TO ME!

Okay, byeeeeeeee!




I misssssssssssss ELEVEN D:

XOXO♥ || 10:39 pm


"I really hope that each steps I take is the path slowly towards You..."

Alright, I was back from Yanshan's chalet ytd.
Won't really said that it was a boring one.
But at times, I really enjoy it :)
Having a lot of mahjong games and poker games too.
Wanted to really thanks ZhiYong for the dinner treat and other stuffs.
One more thing,
AhKel, you were the one who me and Kiamin think of during chalet.
Hoping that you could come back, hoping everything for you is always fine.

Today was my day off from sch.
Cos it was marking day.
And tmr will be disaster day,
having all the results back. -_-
I'm mentally prepared to fail anything. D:
Then, will be interviewing at Pepper lunch with Zhenyu tmr.
And chiong work for the whole holiday :)

Finally, this part was for You.
I was glad to see you for the past three days.
But I know, You could have hated me now.
I don't know what else I could say.
But I came up with my own decision after thinking for 2 days.
I won't force myself on forgetting You,
when actually I can't even do it.
And I will continue to love you silently,
even though is tiring, even though I know I will nvr get back Your love.
I don't mind it this way.
I love You, this is the fact that I can't hide or deny anymore.
Don't worry, I will forget You when I know the time is right.
I hope that You will be happy always.
I missss all the past, esp You.
Can I still love You?
Hoping that there's still a chance that Your picture will appear on my phone.

You have a place in my heart;


XOXO♥ || 12:26 am

Maybe-Jay Sean

Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You

It Aint Right i read your Messages Twice thrice Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain

And Maybe Its True (may be its true)
Im caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong
Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On Facebook All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile

Just can't help wondering why you play it cool but I'm hopelessly falling for you
Every night Im on the phone and I loving you
and I know you that you like it girl, now dont keep it inside what's in the night.
No come say what your trying to hide.

And Maybe Its True (may be its true)
Im caught Up On You
Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,
In My Head
Maybe We're Awaiting Words We Both Hadnt Said

Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Maybe I miss you,
Im thinking of you.




New song.
And again, it describe how I'm feeling now. -__-

XOXO♥ || 12:00 am

Friday, October 10, 2008

"It remains unfold.."

Ytd was heart breaking.
I feel all the pain indeed.
Kiamin, Zhenyu, I'm really sorry for what I have done.
I don't know how to say nice words,
I don't know to express my feelings, don't know how to tell you all nice nice things.
but one thing for sure is that I really treasure you all, this sistership.
I will keep to my promises, won't ever break it.
I prove to you two one day.
And let ytd be the new start of this sistership,
090108 and forever it will be. :)
I love you sisters.

Today was the last paper.
A maths.
It was quite okay la, I did every question.
And I hope I got a B3 this time :)
Another thing, I was a little bit of happy to see Trina, Jonea and Yuhling in the toilet.
Somehow, really miss them.
And Shu, you too :)

And yeah, Yanshan's chalet is TODAY! :)
Haven got my bag pack, haven get ready for anything yet.
But I'm scared for one thing.
I didn't know how to face You. D:
But, I've promised Irvin to enjoy at chalet.
I will keep it and rmb it.
Thankssss Irvin Chong :D

Mum is going to leave in another few hours,
sister gone to collect ytd blood test results.
Mother, I scared I can't get along with the life without you with me.
But I'm happy, as long as you were to do things you like.
Tc and have plenty of rest.
Mother, I love you. And thanks for having me as your daughter :)

Alright, gonna get things pack.
Wait for sister and off to airport.
And den chalet :)
Byeeeeeeee peopleeee.
Missss me :)


XOXO♥ || 10:50 am

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

"...and brighten it up, will You?"

Emaths paper 2 is indeed a killer.
I swear I will failed it badly.
Oh well, wait for the sucking results den.
Physics paper is still okay.
And tmr will be Chem paper.
Hope it will be as okay as Phy paper.

Went to Bugis with Kiamin today.
Walk for 1 hour plus at the whole Bugis street and didn't get anything.
It was tiring. -_-
So decided to train back to Hg and have dinner.
And we will get the present on Fri itself. :)

This is what you call as SISTERS?!
Oh my god, have some self conscious pls.
Did we ps you recently?
We didn't even. You could have come into our talks.
THERE ISN'T ANY WRONG ABOUT IT. -__-
If we are your so call sisters, you would have trust us totally and not having any doubt on us.
And you will come along with us today.
Pls do accomplish things that you once said you will.
Don't make empty words. -_-
Don't called us as sisters when you don't really treat us as.
You have a boyf den what about us?
Ps us as who you called as sisters ah?
WELL DONE MAN!
So we do the same to you la, let you have the taste of it :)
You yourself want to make things ugly, it's okay for me.
So let's do it :)

Dear S. Aku Rindu Kau;


XOXO♥ || 10:19 pm

Monday, October 06, 2008
"Green represents HAPPINESS for me."


Today's Chinese paper was okay la.
At least I can read most of the words.
I hope I could at least got a A1, so that can go back Express class. :)

Tmr will be Physics paper,
and the killer paper, Emaths paper 2.
Chalet in another 4 days :)

Have a good talk with Kiamin over at court.
Thanks for listening,
even though is like some rubbish to you.
Sister, I love you :)

Come to think of it,
I shouldn't have gone tgt with you all ytd.
I was happy and indeed shag on seeing You.
I didn't know why, but it really makes me cry looking at You.
And I finally realise, and finally understand.
I should really get you off my heart totally.
Like what I'm trying to do after 26th.
Is just one-sided all along.
And now, what I really miss most is all those happy times tgt.
I hope everything could restart again.
And I will really cherish the every second with You.
I fucking miss everything.
But before it, we all are alrdy strangers.
-___-




I miss You calling me, Dumb. D:

XOXO♥ || 11:37 pm

Sunday, October 05, 2008
Was at Bedok Jetty today.
With Zhenyu.
I didn't know why.
Each time when I am at East Coast,
what reminds me is that overnight day with court clique,
esp the moments with You only.
I missss all of these most. D:

Walked past court,
and then I realised everything is not the same in the past anymore.
What is the reason of The End?
Fuck, it's your fault.
WELL DONE MAN! -__-

Tmr will be studying day.
EOY is ending in another 5 days.
5 days to Mum's leaving.
5 days to Shan's chalet.

This part for AhKel.
You asked to be forgotten by me and Kiamin.
Why?
You don't even miss us?
Know how much your zeh zeh treasure you?
Know how much we wanted you back?
Where have you gone all these while?
What makes you become like that now?
Come back pls? Will you?
Not for me, but just once for your zehzeh.
Kelvin Chua, you might not be the best one.
But I'm sure, you're the best DIDI in Kiamin's heart.
It's YOU who we misss most, and not anyone else in the family.

As for You,
I can't deny that I still got feelings for You.
But I starting to have all those feelings becoming a zero.
I'm happy.
Cool :)

XOXO♥ || 12:48 am

Friday, October 03, 2008
Emaths paper is a total disaster.
I'm sure I gonna flunk it. -_-
Shall do well in paper 2.
Geog paper is more worst.
I write for about 45mins, and GAVE UP.
Went to slp straight, and handed in the paper without checking it again.
I gonna failed combined humanities.
Congrats to me first :)

Mum will be going off in another week time.
Shag -_-
I have nth to comment la.

So next week will be exams week.
Fully packed with exams -_-
But there's no sch on Wed :)

I am happy,
I stop thinking of You often alrdy.
Forgetting is real hard.
Yet I wanted to do it.
I don't care and I'm going to make it through.
I'm SURE! :)

XOXO♥ || 11:03 pm

Thursday, October 02, 2008
I'M GOING TO BURST SOON!
Tmr will be two fucking killer subjects -_-

I finished both of the revision.
And know what, nth is staying inside my brain.
I just can't seem to get all the formulars in,
same goes to Geog facts.
I hate this year EOY.
Fucking stresss up -__-
And I'm sure, I'm going to flunk one or two subjects.

FORGET IT.
I GAVE UP ON READING THE DEAD BOOOK -_-

Aiya, byee.

XOXO♥ || 11:37 pm

Wednesday, October 01, 2008
I didn't know that library was close on public holidays.
And I went there to study with Kiamin instead. -__-
So, decided to camp at mac.
But we were being chased out of the restaurant when we only started studying for like 30-45mins.
Walk around the whole mall and waited for Zhenyu and her boy to finish their movie.
Ate at KFC and went to court.

Didn't study much in the end.
And exams is just in another day away.
Tmr will be camping at home -__-

Kiamin turn on a song that reminds us of Ahkel.
Xin bu liao qin.
Wahlan eh, almost make me cry while listening.
And I asked Kiamin to stop that song before my tears really flow.
SIAN.
KELVIN CHUA JIA RONG, I MISSS YOU INDEED.
Do you know?
What is the main reason of you leaving?
Come back with us, and if there's ath.
Kiamin and me were always there for you.
UNDERSTAND?

One dam sentence to express all my feelings now.
"I MISSSSS EVERYTHING LAST TIME."
but everything is NOT coming back.




I hope I was like Her;

XOXO♥ || 11:10 pm

"I swear I missss this place, misss those times when we get to slack tgt.."


Friday will be Geog and E maths paper 1.
E maths will be the killer subject. -_-
And I only completed chap 6 of Geog, two more to go.

And all papers will only end the next Fri.
Which is the start of YanShan's chalet :)
Shall enjoy and have lots of fun there.

So, Mother is going to leave in 2 weeks time.
To HongKong for her job.
I don't blame her for putting us behind.
I understand, thanks alot mum.
Tc :)

I was thinking back on those days when we get tgt.
Court times, slacking, outings and meeting up almost everyday.
Those was the beautiful times tgt.
Why do everything comes to an end.
I really misss the last time, really misss it, fucking misss it.
I don't want an end to everything plssssssss.
LinLaoDi, I misss you most. D:

And this part for You;
I'm still forgetting.
But some parts of the day, I kept having You in my mind.
I really hope to have all my feelings for You to become a zero.
I'm just in a one way street.
Cos You wouldn't have feelings for me.
How dumb am I. -__-
If it's yours, it will be yours one day.




I misss seeing You when You were at the free throw line;

XOXO♥ || 12:44 am

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