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Jubilant,
this incredible feeling.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
I must say, chalet was a successful one.
Thanks to Shina's mum who help us book it.
And thanks to all organiserssssssssss :)
It was fun and enjoyable.
Thanks to each and everyone who came that make it successful too.
I want another chalet next year :)

Seniors were there are bbq night.
Thanks all the seniors for being with us in the past,
guiding us along.
Now, your turn to graduate.
Can't bear to see you all leave ah.
But, no matter what.
Bowen Netball, this TEAM gonna go on FOREVER.
Jiayou :D

Alright, woke up at 12 plus today.
Slept like 15-16 hours?
WOWOWOWOWOW!
Broke my record.
Prepared and meet Shu at Taka to acc her eat.
Trina, Jo and Yl came along.
And Shu decided not to work anymore.
WELLDONE :)
so, shop around at Bugis.
Caught nth -___-
And I'm going there again with Shu tmr.
SIAN!

Oh btw,
After I'm out, you all having lots of fun.
Didnt you all?
GREAT THEN.

BYE peeepos.

XOXO♥ || 12:33 am

THE PICTURES FOR NETBALL CHALET! :D






































































































































































































XOXO♥ || 12:03 am

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Shu bought the slippers that I wanted!
She said it was not nice at first,
then in the end she saw the greeeeeen part, SHE BOUGHT IT.
WELL DONE :D

Chalet is TMR.
How fast eh.
It will be fun :)
Let's enjoy.
So won't be posting for few days.

You will be at Malaysia on Thurs.
Be safe and tc yourself.
I miss you as well :)

XOXO♥ || 12:32 am

Monday, November 24, 2008
The game with Serangoon is okay.
MY SHOTS WERE LIKE -____-
Okay, I really didn't know what happen to me.
If coach were there, I think I'm being screammmmmm like 2314654694 times.
Oh btw, NICE ONE C'girls :D :D
And chalet is another 2 more days!
Bought almost everything today :)
COOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Tmr will be going to Shu's house.
Cos she missss me :)

I was happy when you came.
Even it's only like 1h of seeing each other, its makes me happy too.
But I really have to let you know one day,
my feelings had faded, not as strong as I have for you before.
I don't want to commit too much into it.
In the end, it will be another heartbreak.
You have to face it, as well as me.




It will end sooner or later;

XOXO♥ || 10:35 pm

That kitten is so cute right? At Cambodia btw.
Halloween Party!









Those were some late photos.
Alright, I have nth to talk about.

Tmr friendly JIAYOU!
Byeeeeeeeee.


XOXO♥ || 12:44 am

Sunday, November 23, 2008
Forget it.
Shouldn't dull on it.
WHATEVER YOU LIKE TO SAY.
I'm not childish and won't entertain.

6 hours at Isetan outlet was really dam fast compare to at Hg.
Ppl keep coming in non stop.
Even if it's 3 plus in the afternoon, there's still ppl eating.
Hg is like EMPTY. LOL.
I enjoy working there ah, nice staffs too.
I WANT TO GO AGAIN! :)

I think I will be staying at home for the whole of tmr.
Don't feel like going anywhere, lazy yeah.

Ok, I wasn't really sure of my feelings just now.
But don't worry, I'm true to you.
I love you :)

XOXO♥ || 12:21 am

Saturday, November 22, 2008
Thanks man Kiamin, for those 'COMPLIMENTS' made.
I'm bitch, don't you too?
All along you are fake, how nice eh.
Ya, feelings come and go EASILY. WOW!
I didn't said you can't wait.
IT COMES AROUND. ONE WILL BE YOUR TURN EXPERIENCE IT.
Good luck ah.
Open your heart bigger la. -___-

Ok, whatever.
Only spoilt my moood.
WRITE EVERYTHING YOU WANT THEN.

Shooters conditioning was tiring.
Seriously panting -___-
Coach will be away for 5 training, Ms Ang taking over.
Equals to phyiscal, phyiscal and MORE physical. T.T
Ok, Mon will be friendly with Serangoon Sec.
Jiayou :)
Then Wed will be CHALET!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Yup, there's no more corrections to anything anymore.
But I still must say, I'm sorry.
Don't ask me to tc of it.
It's a big thing, I have no confidence and there's seniors.
If there's fate, I really wanna know it.
I'm waiting.
Tc when in army, last long tooo.
Thanks, thanks for each and everything.





Who knows what I'm deep down? ;

XOXO♥ || 1:54 am

Friday, November 21, 2008
Play Monopoly at Trina's house today with Shu.
Trina declared bankrupt becos she no feeel to play.
I won Shu totally and she still owe me money.
Dam shiok! OWNED :)
Pet's society is fun la.
Thanks Trina :)

Don't sad, no need sry too.
Even though you didn't make it to the last one tgt with me,
But I will fight all the way tgt with your part.
And I know, you would always be my best partner.
Thanks for everything.

I'm not affected, so sad.
I don't care anymore, want leave just leave only.
Just blame of my naive-ness and cork eye.
You all nvr wrong at anything la hor.
Everything is my wrong can alrdy right.
POWER LA.
WELL DONE MAN.
Thanks alot ah, for being such a nice friend to me.
Fall for the same guy with me.
(I didn't even think of snatching.)
For pinning me down.
(I didn't even shoot you back.)
You all can go tell EVERYONE that I'm a bitch or whatever you all like.
You all don't even wanted my explanations.
IT'S OKAY,
WHAT COMES AROUND, GOES AROUND.
Wait only. _l_


Alright, no more this kind of posts :)
Byeeeeeeee.

XOXO♥ || 1:11 am

Thursday, November 20, 2008
I have nth left to say anymore.
Everything is set right.
Very well, I'm being fucking naive.
Cos I started everything first right.
Why I didn't get what I wanted.
It unfair for both of you, then me?
Nvm, I shouldn't say anymore.
You both will still hate me.
I won't say sorry cos I know is nvr enough.
I don't want ath to come back, don't want anymore.
FORGET IT.

For Zy,
thanks for the 8 years.
I still treated you badly.
Don't ever forgive me.
Something I just can't tell you, becos I know you won't believe me now.
I don't know what else to say.
Take great care.
For Km,
It nice at first.
Cos I turn things badly, everything turns bad.
I don't need anything.
Cos you said you hated me till now.
Be happy.

Deep down, I feel FUCKING hurt.
Frankly, I've been crying for the last night.
It pulls me down all the way.
Thanks, thank you so much.
After all of everything.
I know, I must treasure and cherish.

Shu and Yl, you are right.
Don't cry becos it's over, smile becos it happened.
Thanks for being a great friend to me.

I am a strong girl, I can overcome everything by myself.
Shall learn every lessons.
Stop being NAIVE. -___-
It killllllllllls.

Everyday will be a great day for me starting from now onwards :)
Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeers.

XOXO♥ || 12:40 pm

Selection day.
I wasn't happy at all.
Why can't have the last chance of playing with her again?
Both of them didn't get in, what's the point?
FORGET IT, everything just suck -___-

Kiamin.
I didn't talk about you in my blog.
If I did, I will admit.
You can lose trust on me, whatever things you like.
You still take that incident in your heart, I knew it.
Thinking back on how I treated you last time, really makes me feel so dumb.
I am not against you or even Zhenyu.
Forget it, cos all along you don't even know what I'm doing.
You can say whatever you like that you feel about me.
If I'm the one that you think I'm, let it be.
I can't change your mindset.
You want me to earn your trust? Why not open up your heart and let in some?
I don't want to point out anything anymore.
Cos I don't want any quarrels or ath to happen.
I am not trying to say any lovely nice nice things to melts your heart or what.
Everything is my fault, I started everything right.
Then put every blame on me.
ANYTHING ALREADY LA.

This is an emo post.
FUCK IT.
Knn. Cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb.
-____-

XOXO♥ || 1:14 am

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I'm bored so I came to post.
Alrighttttttt.

Lunch with Zhenyu before I went for work.
Yeah Shu, I was hoping to have some jokes at work today.
But no ppl order Beef pepper rice NO BEEF.
And Beef pepper LUNCH.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
I'm working till closing tmr, SIAN -__-

I shall not deny that I still got feelings for him la.
He still stays in my heart, i just need time to forget.
That's it.
I won't be like people who said that they will love someone until like don't know when.
But in the end, still for fall for another one.
People do changed right?
WHATEVER, none of my concern.
And I just realise I fucking hate YOU a lot.

I intend to meet Henry for dinner tonight.
But I was tired when I reach home.
Then when I read my horoscope, they ask me to go out with friends for dinner after work on mondays.
WTH man.
And my lucky number is 9 and lucky colour is GREEN.
How nice ah, my fav number and colour.
WOOOTS :)






Even though we can't get to see each other, we will be still looking at the same sky whenever we look up;

XOXO♥ || 12:16 am

Sunday, November 16, 2008
Hi blog :)

I missed the match between BaoFeng and HuoHu.
But do you think there's a need to watch when you alrdy know what's the results?
I don't think there is any need. No offence, is the fact. -__-
Moreover, I only missed the chance of seeing Him again.
But I guess there's no point and no need too.
Becos, I've made You left me.
I've alrdy forgotten everything that You once told me,
and exactly my love for You.
It's easy cos I've grown.
Even though things still reminds me of You somewhere around,
but inside my heart, I've alrdy closed up all the feelings I have for You.
You should be happpy.

Get well soon.
Even though we are better now, or what else.
I really had nth to said anymore.

Went to JingFu's house for mahjong that day.
With Henry and his friends.
It was dam funnnnnnnnnny.


Today with Shu for Pepper Lunch.
Was fucking hungry, decided to go to Amk cos I lazy wait for her at Hg.
I was hiding from her everywhere.
Damn fun, she is stupid what :)
And I WANT DRAGONBOAT TOO! D: D: D:
Selection in another 3 days,
Chalet in another 10 days.
I will be DEAD during chalet, well done girls!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

This part for H.
Thank you, seriously thanks alot.
Thanks for spending that night with me.
Letting me to rant whatever to you.
Thanks for the way you treated me, it's nice.
I didn't expect that you will hold on your promises.
I was way HAPPY.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I miss you, :)

XOXO♥ || 11:33 pm

Saturday, November 15, 2008
Happy 9th month Atiqah :)
Happy 3rd month IC.
And lastly, Happy 19th month dearestttttt.
I didn't know why I wish this every month.
Forget it, just feel like it. -__-

So, went to high class pasar malam with Shu, Trina and Yuhling today.
Okay, it's FOOOOOOD FAIR!
There were dam lots of auntie pushin and pushing.
So fuck up.
Have lots of fun being an auntie tgt with the three of them for some hours.
HAHAHAHAHA.
SELECTION is coming.
DEAD -___-

Shu, I'm not coco's bff okay.
WTH man.

Okay, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

XOXO♥ || 1:10 am

Friday, November 14, 2008








Can't really see our faces, but Shu still thinks that this picture is cool. Don't understand why.



Look at Shu's eyes. LOL.










Shu looks like she got third eye. :)









So all these are the pictures for today at Yuhling's house.
Shu's idea of taking lots of pictures.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Have lots of fun there and Shu was scared by me, yl and coco.
NOT BAD :)
The time at mac was so embarrassing.
Read Yuhling blog more details. :)
Went home at around 8 plus.
Ty Yuhling and Shu ah!
Tmr FOOOOD FAIR with them again :)
Hope I can wake up on time.

So, that's all for today.
Didn't want to talk much.
Byeeeeeeeeeeee.


XOXO♥ || 12:41 am

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