Lost to Canberra.
Was really damn sad.
I did feel sth for Jocelyn la.
Don't be sad, netballer must be strong.
You too TRINA SEE! :)
I was damn sad la.
I didn't play any quarter.
I really have the anxiety to play and perform my best.
But I wasn't given a chance. D:
I was really damn shag.
I didn't know why, tears really just flow and flow.
I know, I'm the lousier one among three.
Whatever la, Fuck!
And really THANKS D, for that sentence :) _l_

I was at the gallery, watching at Coach Yuliani.
And I saw how Durrah cried,
really makes me reminds of how Coach was with us before.
She looks super fine and her steadiness still stays.
I really f miss you, Coach.

I wasn't feeling good these few days.
I have been crying in sch almost these three days, I just don't know why la.
I knew the match gonna be a dreadful one.
I knew everything bad gonna fall on me.
I knew I don't have much time to waste and to prepare for N alrdy.
I knew things between You and me gonna end soon.
I just don't want anybody to be worried,
I wanna be mature can?


I fucking hate you.
and I fucking don't even want to open my mouth and talk to you.
cos your fucking attitude suck.
~!@#$%^&*
XOXO♥ || 10:08 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONEA LEE!
She must be very very touched by us.
Lovesssssss <3333333333

Tmr will be our first game.
Against Canberra.
Let's put out a great fight there and don't be regret.
I know how I regretted last time, so I would always treasure the every ball to me.
Go Bowen!
I want to be in the main 7. D:

_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_


XOXO♥ || 10:43 pm

Tmr got sch again.
T.T
C'girls match will be tmr too.
I hope Normala will let me off 30mins earlier!

Today's training was slack one.
But for shooters, we need to do don't know how many many shots.
I guess we did few hundreds today.
Had some games but not standard training.
:)
C'girls, tmr MUST F-I-G-H-T!
Jy!

I just don't know why,
I'm getting to hate you a lot a lot alrdy.
Whatever la, I decided not to talk to you anymore.

Ok, I shall stop.
Byeeeee.
XOXO♥ || 9:57 pm

It's MooooMoooooooooo's leg. The shape is v nice.Now not the leg, see the two thing sticking out. :)It's another v cute thing. HAHAHAHA!

XOXO♥ || 11:13 pm

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!

Work was extremely boring.
And I was late for 45mins.
Thanks Peanut for calling me up.
If not I will slp until don't know what time.
Did closing and waiting for time to pass and PUNCH OUT!

Had dinner.
And off to Chinatown.
It's very very crowded,
walk awhile and decided to go back home.

Okay, till here then.



Are you angry with me?


Edited;

If you are seeing this.
Di, I just want you to stay happy.
I'm sorry.
I'm just not a good sister.
Trust me, you are a good guy.
I just need time to think and think and think.
Tc.
XOXO♥ || 11:23 pm

Hi.Jonea is trying to act cute that's why she look down and don't want take pic with me.Yu sheng! STEAMMMBOATTTT!

XOXO♥ || 12:44 am

CE period was awesome.
The female speaker who was once a debater and could talk so dam fast.
She is Cherie.
Which is pronouce as shir-re.
Her talk was just so lovely.
CLAPS!

Don't be demoralised C'girls.
Be strong and fight for what you all aim for.
Don't let anyone down.
I believe you all could do it.
Next one will be BETTTTTTER.
Bowen, treasure!

Tmr will be celebrations for CNY.
Then to shopping with Jo and rest?
Alrighttttttttt, i shall have some rest.
Byeeeeeeeee.



I was thinking of you;
XOXO♥ || 10:10 pm

Go C'girls.
Win Seng Kang tmr! :)

Sch was pretty much fine.
Was angry over some stupid issues.
-__-
Forget it.
Was having moodswings nowadays.
I didn't know why.
It is just like that.

I wasn't know what I was doing.
He was once my di.
But I don't know if I could call him a di anymore.
Maybe ppl are spreading rumours about you everywhere and it really affects my image of you.
It takes time.
Well, I don't wish to care too much too.
He might not be related to me anymore and he might forgotten that he was my di before.
XOXO♥ || 9:54 pm

First match is not starting this coming Fri.
But next Fri.
Means we got more time to prepare and train.
So, must do well.
While C'girls match is this thurs.
Hope that Normala will be sick on the day, so that she won't come sch.
And no afternoon classs!
So I could go and watch C'girls match :) :) :) :)

What comes around goes around.
So now, do YOU get what I mean?
GOOD LUCK :)
XOXO♥ || 1:15 am

I'm posting three days straight.
This shows that I'm quite freeeee :)

I should just stop eating other stuffs alrdy.
And eat only porridge.
It will only help on my sore throat.
T.T

Jo just fell today.
Her blood is healthy, dam RED!
6 days for you to recover only!

I helped at many classes for deco today.
Jeslin's, Callist's and of course my class.
Jeslin and Callist, pls tell your teacher is I do one, so I can get credits.
HAHA.

Shu and me were ps by three nice ppl.
They themselves know la.
So, we rot.
At bus-stop and Shu was playing with my specs.
Aiya, she J-E-A-L-O-U-S again. :)

Finally I'm going to work tmr.
Not till closing this time! :)

I've alrdy type so much.
Was trying to make this post looks longer.

Ok, I think it's enough.

I will have my late dinner and complete my hws first.

And to SLEEEEP!

Byee.
XOXO♥ || 11:11 pm

How I wish I was in Mdm Mah Amaths class.
So Angie Goh wouldn't teach like bullet train.
Ok, I regretted in the first place T.T

My sore throat is getting worst.
Stop eating heaty stuffs alrdy.
And Trina get well SOOON!

Finally bought new wallet from Punkstar.
Shu is definitely J-E-A-L-O-U-S!
Yl and Jo is having the same one, theirs are very cuteeeee!
But I still prefer mine :)
Yl, I am not J-E-A-L-O-U-S, not like Shu.
Try harder. hahahahahaha!

Gonna complete my hw and go to bed!
XOXO♥ || 10:03 pm

North Zone will starts next Fri.
Canberra, SNG and AI are in the same group as us.
So will be playing with them.
Oh well, I felt damn sad for those in group 2. DDD:
Alright, GO BOWEN!
2nd round, here we come!
'Once you step into the court, You have to put in your best!'

Hi spammer, welcome!
If you wanted to know,
I actually know who are you alrdy.
So nvm, you are allowed to continue spamming.
If you don't feel tired, you can visit my blog every now and then.
Thanks! :)

Sch is still fine for the weeks.
I shall make a promise to myself.
I will study very very hard and get good grades for N.
I don't want to be regret after know my results at the end of the year la.
So, JULIA TAN GONNA STUDY REAL HARD! :)

That's all for now.
Byeeeeeee!
XOXO♥ || 9:33 pm

I was practically slping in sch everyday.
Except for Fri because I drank a can on coffee.
So does drinking coffee help?
LOL.

Mattias Chua is still funny as ever.
Oh ya, I heard that Trina was talking about a Dog tcher Y.
Why not looking at yourself before criticizinh everything around you?
You think you are perfect enough?
Sorry I don't think so.
I won't care if you talk to me anymore. -__-

CCA open house was okay la.
Got 50 over new sec ones signing up for netball.
It was really a great atmosphere.

Today will be going to open house with 4 crazy girls.
To NP and SP.
Ok, I going prepare now.

Btw, I hate 'some' copycats.
Hey, get a style yeah?

And ya, I finally understands.
Deep down in your heart, She still exists.
I told myself not to be stupid anymore.
And I will forget You someday.
But I really can't deny, there's feelings for You D:
You left for Army ytd.
Well, I guess I didn't miss you like how I do last time.
Takecare and Goodbye.



Let fade be the main lead;
XOXO♥ || 10:24 am

I didn't said that Shu was PRETTY EVERYDAY!
Omg, if I said it, I think the whole world will collapse.
:x

Netball was Awesome today.
Had friendly against Bendemeer.
We won, of course :)
Had a crazy dinner with 3 crazy girls.
Trina laughing was the loudest right?
(HOHOHO!) :D :D
Oh ya, CCA open house this Fri.
Join netball!

Sec 4 life wasn't easy.
A-maths is killing me soon.
8 chapters to go.
And I have to memorize all those SS chapters for N lvl?
Wth.
Pray hard I can make it through.
Fun days gonna be over soon and intensive revisions is gonna come SOON!
Good luck ah.

8.20pm.
I met You.
Even though is just 45mins of talking, I still really treasure each and every min of seeing You.
I was a little surprised, and was a little happy.
Surprised that Your picture appear on my phone,
happy that I could get to see you again after so many months.
I was really happy.
And I guess, I still miss You.
Even after so many things happen, so many months pass,
I guess deep down in my heart, there's a You.
I don't know if this is truth, but I follow my heart.
Takecare when You are in Army.
Till then we meet again.
Fate, is depends on you.
D:



Till then, I knew I haven forget You;
XOXO♥ || 11:37 pm

Hello.

Was abit busy these few days.
And so I didn't had the time to post.

Ok, had work today afternoon.
Was absoutely fun.
I dk why, but I enjoy today one.
And I was the jiu ming en ren there.
Cos if I go home straight after I finish work, I think PL will be messy and CRAZY.
Right Murphy? HAHAHAHA! :)
So, went off at around 9 plus.

Sch is really 'starting' tmr.
New life from now right?
New class too.
Alright, should strive for the best.
Julia Tan gonna study hard this year, nvr give up.
GOGOGOGOGO!

Byeee ppl, gonna rest well now.
XOXO♥ || 11:26 pm

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Had work the whole afternoon.
So didn't go anywhere to celebrate.
Poor Carissa, are you lonely today?

Tmr will be first day of sch,
first day of sec 4 life.
Makes me feel damn sian alrdy -__-
Good luck then :)

Countdown was awesome last night.
Vivo was packed packed packed!
Ok, 2008 had come to it's end.
So starting from now, I will put all those past to one side and nvr bring it back.
2008 isn't a bad year to me, cos I know how to cherish those which are worth.
Keep on saying bad year, what's the use? -__-
Ok, so Resolutions.
1. Study hard and get to sec 5.
2. Cherish and treasure.
3. To totally forget you.
4. Be happy!

Welcome 2009!
XOXO♥ || 10:27 pm

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