Common tests are finally over.
No need to burn midnight oil anymore.
I pray hard, I won't failed any subjects this time.
Plsssssssssssss :D

I can't understand why there are bound to be ppl I really don't like.
I can't even take off that 'don't like'.
Ok, should not let this spoil my mood.

My birthday is comingggggg!
So excitedddddddddd.
:D :D :D

Ok, I think I end here.
Nth to talk about toooo.
Byeeeeee.
XOXO♥ || 10:42 pm

Kaki Bukit Carnival had ended ytd.
It was a good carnival and congrats C'div getting 4th place.
We were actually 4th too, but calculations mistakes,
in the end we were nth.
Dam sad and devasted.
Feel like cursing.
Is like we put us all the way up in the sky,
the after a few more mins, we pull us all the way down again.
Our hopes and happiness, all demolished D:

I have to blame on me to.
I'm disappointed in myself.
My shots wasn't 100%.
FUCK -___-
But I'm thankful for my best partner, which is a pretty girl, named Ng ShuTing.
And I'm very proud of my team which wants to play till the end.
It's our last time playing tgt, I will cherish that.
But I still hope that everything can rewind again
T.T x infinity ^infinity.
Nvm, I should put it down now.

When to ps for dinner after carnival.
And I was impressed by Jeslin la.
Don't be proud hor.
True friends no matter what will be always there for each other :)
So, be STRONGGGGGG!

Ok, went to amk library to study today.
Dear Shu said that library only opens at 11am.
We only late for 5 mins and no more table, have to thanks Shu la.
But actually it open at 10am.
WELL DONE.
She thoight whatever in Hg is same with Amk.
Not bad.

Watch He's not that into you with her too.
Nice show she introduced me.
Wasted my 10 bucks.
T.T T.T

Bus back home and talking to Carissa now.
:) :) :)

Ok. Shall start studying my Geog.
Byeeeeeeee.
XOXO♥ || 8:44 pm

Hi blog.
Was busy these few days.

And so fast, tmr will be Kaki Bukit Carnival.
Was really looking forward to it.
Hope I can do well.
Go BOWEN! :)

Well, have to thanks Carissa for telling me some good words.
I felt a little better la.
I love you :DDDDDDDDDDD

I don't want anything to affect me now.
I don't want history to repeat.
I put so much effort on forgetting you, I don't want everything to come back.
I will be strong this time.
To follow what I'm supposed to.
Some things you have to put down eventually.

Ok, I won't think so much anymore.
Let nature takes it's course.
Bye everyoneeeeeeeee :)
XOXO♥ || 12:33 am

Trina See says that I'm very PRETTY!
Show you the prove :)

T ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ says:
JULIA IS V V V PRETTY

T ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ says:
<=

Julia (: ; says:
hahahahaha.

Julia (: ; says:
ok. cool.

WOW, thanks TRINA! :D

Ok, I was watching Campus Superstar just now.
And to my conclusion,
I think that HuiShi is very sweet and Rachel is pretty.
Well, good luck!

Sch was pretty fine.
And common test is just next week.
Must really study hard and do well.
I must pass all subjects!

Piercings or tattoos are actually very very pain.
There's a article about it in this morning papers.
Some piercings can go up to 6/5 pain lvl.
I don't understand why ppl go for split tongues.
Nvm, maybe when I grow up, my mindset will change.
Or even I could have put a tattoo.
HAHAHA.

I hope there's good speakers for tmr asb.
I don't want to listen to principal talk crap or ath else.


A rewind button.
XOXO♥ || 10:26 pm

I just can't understand.
Why my mum can't be more understanding,
and live in the 20th century style.
So that whatever disagreements and conflicts could be avoided.
I'm dying and tired of everyday nagging.

Whatever it is,
I wanna wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Wishes every couple would last :)
Went to study with Shu, Trina and Jo.
Was studying with Raihan the previous year too.
HAHAHA.
Went around after getting bored at studying.
Had a wonderful and enjoyable day.

Tmr still have to go through 10 hours of suffering.
I don't want to go to work T.T
But I have tooooo.
T.T x infinity.

Ok, goodnight all :)
XOXO♥ || 11:53 pm

13th THE BLACK FRIDAY!


I feel so so so so cheated for the very first time!
~!@#$%^&*(
KNNBCCB.
-__________-
I was so damn FUCKING ANGRY.
Believe it or not, I was cursing all the way until I reach SingPost.
Even inside there.
I just feel like sprouting all bad words out.
I FUCKING FUCKING HATE YOU. _l_
Shu and Jes will know it.
OK STOP!

Went to Orchard tgt with Shu, Carissa, Jes and Shina.
Intend to watch movie.
But in the end, no seats left.
So walked around and went to see my crumpler bag.
BUT NOT ONE CAUGHT MY EYE T.T
Jes new haircut is damn nice :)

Ok, byeeeeeeee.
XOXO♥ || 11:08 pm

JIAYOU for tmr match, C'girls.
I believe you all can give everything out.
Last match alrdy.
Girls, time to really treasure.
:D :D :D :D :D :D
XOXO♥ || 10:41 pm

OK, I AM DAMN DAMN DAMN HAPPY.
HAPPY UNTIL NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE NOW!
OMFG, SERIOUSLY DELIGHTED AND RELIEF.

Ok, finally I'm okay with my di.
Long story la.
And I promised I would make my stand for you.
Test must passsss!
Vrooooooooooooom.
:D :D :D :D :D
XOXO♥ || 12:33 am

We won AI ytd.
26:22.
It was a tough fight and we make it.
Very very happy for each one of us.
And I think we didn't give up this time.
We played well, well done girls!
On the hand, we can't make it to 2nd round.
Was very very sad, it has been 3 years.
D: D: D: D: D: D:

For C'div.
Well done. Good fight.
Last match with Marsling.
BOWEN CONFIDENCE!

I gonna play my best at the upcoming Kaki Bukit Carnival.
Tgt with Shuting, I shall be in my very very double best.
Gonna work hard on it, gonna practice my shots.
We gonna play our best to the 2nd round and do Bowen proud.

Ok, common test is coming coming coming.
And I'm 40% scared.

I must start to put everything down alrdy.
Everything sad things or things would affect me.
Step by step, day by day.
I'm sure I would feel better.
:)

Ok, going do journal.
Bye.
XOXO♥ || 9:25 pm

Work all the way from 12-11 today.
Was tiring but indeed fun day.
I did sth crazy that I thought I won't ever do in my life.
I ran all the way home from the polyclinic.
Omg, was damn breathless but I tell myself, I don't want to stop.
So I reach home, chiong to bathe.
HAHAHAHAHA. Damn shiok! :)

Ok, so tmr will be AI match.
Jy everyone.
Last match alrdy, play hard.
BOWEN, TREASURE!
Hope the match will be the best between the 3.

What for I feel sad about you?
There's nth more I wanted to say,
just do the way you wanted.
Seriously, I hate you even more now.
_l_


Ok, goodbye.
XOXO♥ || 1:00 am

I was proud of Carissa Leong.
For getting a 2nd place in Cross-country.
You are good enough ok :)
And somehow it makes me feel like I regretted not running ytd.
But like, no feel to run.
I was wishing if I could skip that St.Nicks match and go for Cross-country.
Cos I didn't play well enough -__-
Feel like dam sad that I didn't play my best,
that I didn't link up when it is supposed to be mine.
that I wasn't really confident.
And that I didn't get the chance to run for cross-country.
I was dam lousy -_____-
I didn't did well for everything that I was given a chance to.
Fuck it -__-
And Ahmad Ibrahim's match is just one day away.
I don't know if I can do my best anot.
I'm lacking of confidence alrdy.
Just feeling very sad -__-


I just need anyone to cheer me up. D:
XOXO♥ || 11:09 pm

Lost the match between St.Nicks again.
I was feeling really bad about it.
SHAG -__-
Girls, let's win them one day.
We believe we can.
Next Monday will be against AI.
Then Tues is C'girls with Anderson.
Jy :)

Went over to punggol park for cross-country after match.
And then followed the juniors and Shu to Compass for dinner.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG SHUTING!
Lots and lots of love.
You know I always love you la :DDD

Well I have no comments about you.
Seriously, I dam dam dam hate you alrdy la.
FORGET IT.
No use dwelling on it.


Byeeee.
XOXO♥ || 10:56 pm

My classmate being lame.

XOXO♥ || 11:00 pm

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TRINA SEE XIAO QI!
1 year older liao, stop acting cute ok.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!
I miss you so much. Take great care.

Sutha, Joanne and me was playing with hairs in Ms James class.
We used masking tape to tape Sanjiv's hand and pull it out.
and they tried on me, and it was damn painful. T.T
But was funny la.
Hahaha.

Training was kinda slack.
Practise on zones.
Gd luck to all C'girls for tmr match.
And there will be a carnival coming up next.

I pretended as I didn't see you because I didn't know how to face you.
You pretended as you didn't see me too.
Well, I know it's me who tell you so.
But I didn't thought that you actually would did it.
Thanks, di.
Nth to say much, I totally lost all trust on you.
It's my fault la, fuck it.
I think I won't want to be friends with you anymore.
Just let everything stays this way.
I don't wanna to even see your face or see you else where.
I f don't care anymore.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I just feel like saying all bad words out.


I just need someone to really cheeers me up.
XOXO♥ || 10:04 pm

C'girls match is coming.
SNG match is coming.
I am gonna make a promise.
I am gonna work 2x 3x 4x 5x 6x hard.
I am gonna fight back whatever I had lost.
I will nvr give up so easily.

I felt a little relief.
And like finally I wouldn't care much about it anymore.
It's been going around and on and on.
But I've decided to put it down.
It's none of my concern anymore.
I have decided to rather believe what my friends say than you.
Actions speaks louder than words.
Since he didn't bother to do ath, I shouldn't too.
Did he even know that I'm caring it so much?
And it really bothers me hell a lot? -__-

Ok, whatever.
I'm going to watch tv now.
XOXO♥ || 10:37 pm

I hate doing Flag day.
Everyone was stuck at one place.
Schools all around -___-
But can't deny that I was really glad that ppl donates.
Shopping with Atiq, Rai and Nadu after that.
Then to work.

I was practically giving out flyers for 1st hour of work.
Was feeling really restless outside the mall.
Dam sian -__-
See ppl to and fro more sian.
Tmr will be dying from 12-11. D:
Ok, jy.

I have to learn to let go of everything.
I don't want myself to feel worst.
Just don't think so much.


What you lose to them, you must win back.
I wanna fight back whatever I've lost.
Thanks Carissa :)
XOXO♥ || 1:55 am

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