Tmr is a break from sch!
S-U-P-E-RRRRRRRRRRRR HAPPY!
HAHAHAHA.
3 days!

Ate Subway for lunch!
I wanted the white chip cookie, but don't have anymoreeeeeee.
SIAN!
Btw, Shu.
RAWR, I BITE :X
HAHAHA!

I was v v v v v v happy on seeing you.
I dk why.
I scared I might be falling for you sooon.
D:
I treasured the time when we are at the sky park.
WEEEEEEEEEE, so nice. :D :D

OK, STOP!
Bye.
XOXO♥ || 1:32 pm

JOCELYN LEOW YE XIN, from 3E5. Netball as her CCA.
This is for you.

This few days wasn't feeling very good for me...
I don't understand why all these are happening, what's the point of calling people BITCH & SLUT somemore wanna call in one big group. Don't dare when you are alone is it! I thought we should get better when I explained things to you already but I think you are someone who can't be trusted, no wonder you kena kicked out of your previous click. (btw, is CLIQUE. Did this ever happen? Which clique you are talking about?) Enough of your rubbish already lorhs. My friends told me stay low profile, I stay low profile but you people just wanna continue this. Think you very big is it! I disappointed larhs, because you are my senior, my netball senior when once I was so close to you... Playing with you also... Plus you are with my friend's brother, my good friend's brother... (Who are the good friend? Or the brother?) These are the main problem why I'm so sad larhs. (Are you really v sad becos of this?) Plus you all don't want talk to me, tell me why you all think like that then just talk bad behind. Very FUCK UP you know!!Next time when I walk past you all, say I slut again larhs. I'll just say HI!!**People who say others BITCH or SLUT is always BITCH-ER & SLUT-ER.Not like I don't wanna be friends but enermies with you like that...Don't even think of doing things lorhs. Wanna tio suspend then just come larhs!! What makes you think that I'm one of the bitch & slut gan gan come tell me larhs. I never wanna steal bf or what sia. Thing just come like that one lorhs... What I can say is " MY BEST AND DEAREST SENIOR BETRAYED ME! (Do you know the meaning of betray? Since when did I BETRAY YOU? Omg, don't put words in my mouth pls.) I never talk bad bout you all still say like I did....

Thanks ah, for all this.

Can you write clearly, since you alrdy decided to blog about it?
Did we ever start blogging about your incident?
So you start everything first, why not make everything clear.
You think whatever you have been doing is so right?
Are you conscious v clear?
How about being a flirt and get close to someone's boyfriend?
I didn't want to make things ugly, cos we are in the same team.
But come to think of it, I don't mind anymore.
Since you wanted to blog about it, you should know the consequences.
Save abit of your face can?
You yourself know how flirt you can be, how much you have hurt ppl.
Your story is just one-sided, so everyone will thinks that whatever you are saying was so right.

One more thing, about the upper sec inter-class.
You could come and hang around.
After awhile, you went off becos you going to interview?
Interview is much more impt than what you are supposed to be in-charge of?
Irresponsible, isn't it?
What kind of vice-cap is this?
Are you setting a good example or a role model to others?
Leaving your cap alone to settle everything.
You call yourself a vice-cap?
I'm not trying to pinned you down, or spoil your name here,
but everything is the facts right.

I have got so much to say, but I know I should just shut up.
I hope you still have the mind to think about everything lor.
And thanks for spoiling my name over at your blog.
TYVM :)
XOXO♥ || 6:59 pm

Chinese papers are pretty much alright.
Just some questions are abit tough.
I hope I can do well in it la,
cos I nvr get a A since sec 1 D:

Tmr will be English papers.
Friday is a PH.
And MYE will be over v v v v v soon.
June holidays are coming,
N lvls is just like SO DAMN FAST! -__-
Sian, can I skip it?

Well, I seriously miss netball trainings now.
I miss everyone there.
I miss the time when we have fun tgt.
Ya, what we guessed was so right.
The bond, and maybe the friendship is no longer there anymore.
SHAG -___-
I think I don't have the mindset to fight anymore.


Where are you now?
XOXO♥ || 6:48 pm

Liyana, Callist's idol. NSL!

It's was a boring day for me.
-__________-

Seriously, i drag sundays.
Cos have to see you leave for your camp.
I dk why.
Maybe deep inside my heart, it's growing.
I can't deny, I really miss you now.
I don't hope much, cos I know I will be more disappointed.

Let nature take it's course.
If there's is, it will be.

Goodnight.

XOXO♥ || 11:46 pm

NSL finals today!
Stingrays was the Champ, congrats.
But I wished it was Marlins who make it.
I didn't regret going too :)
NETBALL NETBALL NETBALL!

I completed my homework today!
So happy about it.
Hahahahaha.

And I think I will follow Ms Ang's diet from next week on.
I'm determined :)
Running every weekends.
Jy!
Cos maybe I would want to fight to next year sch team.
I'll try. D:



I don't hope too much for anything now.
I'm just afraid you might be gone suddenly.
XOXO♥ || 12:24 am

Mid year is just 5 more days.
Less than a week, can you imagine that?
I'm gonna flunk my A.maths badly, I'm alrdy prepared for the worst.
-____-
Shag.

There's friendly against tchers tmr.
I'm going down!
And I really still hope, we could play tgt as a team again.
But I think it will nvr come trueee.
Well, I just hope everything for netball will go smooth.
Jy, girls!

Alright, bye.
XOXO♥ || 9:01 pm

Lower sec interclass had ended today.
Well done to everyone, I believed everyone wants to win.
I must be a good umpire next time.
There upper sec interclass this wed,
JY EVERYONE!

Sometimes truth really hurts.
Why don't you look at the better side of ppl.
You aren't good enough to be the in-charge.
I wonder why, there's ppl like you.
Who only wants to win and don't care about other things.
-__-

NSL FINALS!
Marlins vs Stingrays.
Shu dont be sad again!
HAHAHA, let's support Marlins tgt!

Ok, byeee.
XOXO.
XOXO♥ || 11:23 pm

One superrrrrr rare moment of this BB!

I'm very very very happy that we manage to win STC.
Quite sad that we didn't make it to second round.
But, I think I really treasure the last carnival very well.
Thanks.

Went to some Sony shop event at Ps.
All of us had our face or hands painted except THAT CARISSA. -__-
But, that person says SHE belongs to the STAGE.
She is hyper so are we!

The match between Marlins and Mannas was damn damn damn exciting.
Like watching 4 nations, PNG vs SG like that.
Any intercept made, whole crowd "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh"
Any nice move or goals, whole crowd cheeeeeeeeer.
Mannas were catching up really fast last quarter, they even meet a tie.
Well done Marlins!
FINALLLLLLSSSSS!
Don't be sad Shu, :)

It's late and I'm going to bed.

I'm waiting, and I want to have you around with me.

XOXO♥ || 1:50 pm

It's carnival tmr,
last one ever in my life with the sec 4s.
I know I am too selfish.
But.......
My captain can't make it alrdy, now my c and gk can't too?
It's disappointing, sad, devasted deep down.
I just want to finish the last carnival tgt and finally bring good news to coach, Ms Tan and Ms Ang.
Nvm, I will understand.
Shaggggggggggggg -____-
1000000000000^infinity feets under.


Let's hope for the best. *cross fingers*
Let it come true plssssssssssssss.
XOXO♥ || 8:07 pm

Thanks each of them for being my friends. <3

Oh ya, I forget to wish this girl on my blog on 13th April. ^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND! :)

Oh yeah, I didn't flunk my Differentiation test, but I didn't pass it with flying colours too.
I should do better for the next one on Monday.
I think I really want to study hard alrdy,
it's for the better for myself not others.
I can!

I pray hard that,
our last carnival tgt is still on.
D:
PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, let this come true...

I always love Bowen Netball, this whole team.

XOXO♥ || 9:54 pm

Sch was pretty fine this few days.
I think I wil flunk my differentiation test this time, cos I nvr really go recap.
Sian -____-

Well, time past v v v v v v fast.
So fast that it had been 2 years ever since everything started.
Maybe You really mean a lot to be in the past, so I did feel sth today.
But now, I alrdy take You as sth I look back on.
Is like who don't look back on memories?
You are still a part of memory in me, but sth will nvr come back.
It's the beautiful-past date today :)

Alright, tmr sch starts late!
COOLZXZ!

I shall slp alrdy.


Did I fall for you?
XOXO♥ || 11:14 pm

"Somethings in your life you really got to do, even if you don't feel like it."

Thanks Zhenwei, you make understand that and for your present.
I really felt touched and surprised.
Most importantly, you make realise that there are still ppl in the world who will rmb what others had said, even if it is those small small things.
Thanks for everything, I know you have always been there for me.

12 rounds were really nice after all.
Rate it 4.5/5!
Ending is expected, but which main lead dies in the end?
If he/she dies, the movie won't be nice anymore right.

What's the last carnival without playing it TOGETHER?
Fucking sad, nth can express it.
No point alrdy, I shouldn't be happy in the first place.

class you can skip the english all
together last it's carnival our.

XOXO♥ || 11:46 pm

NG SHU TING!
Went to catch Knowing with Shu.
Was a nice show, but the ending was like,
"huh, like that end alrdy ah."
To me la. SIAN!
Was hoping for a nicer ending lor.
Nvm.

Oh yah, Sports day!
Shukor fell, hope that his butt will be fine now.
And July didn't finish off first.
Stupid shit.
Nvm, CHEEEEEEEERS!

Carnival is just next week,
I don't really feel very excited about it.
Very sad.
Last carnival, would we be able to win it TOGETHER?
D:

ok, i shall slp now.
Byeeeeeee!
XOXO♥ || 11:47 pm

See my tagboard and you will understand why I did this.

1. Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Forehead.

How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- Normal lor.

3. Who was the last person you took picture with?
- With Atiq, Nadu, Joanne, Rachel, Gail and Ms Lim.

4. Would you consider to be spoilt?
- I don't think so.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- If I got ppl to acc me.

6. Do you have a good friend of the opposite sex?
- Yup.

7. Do you want someone dead?
- If I really hate the person ALOT.

8. Whats does your last message says?
- Where are you?

9. What are you thinking right now?
- Nth?

10. Did you wish someone was with you right now?
- Nope.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 10 plus?

12. Where did you bought your t-shirt that you're wearing now?
- Sch.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- I don't think so.

14. Who was the last person who text you?
- My secret admirer :)

15. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.
1. Jeslin
2. Shuting
3. Trina
4. Yuhling
5. Jonea
6. Carissa
7. Atiqah
8. Raihan
9. Nadu
10. Sutha

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with? (Shuting)
- Me. :D

17. Is 3 a female/male? (Trina)
- Femmeee.

18. If 7 and 10 get together , will that be a good thing? (Atiqah & Sutha)
- Les lor. :)

19. What is number 1 studying about? (Jeslin)
- How to grow taller :x

20. Is number 4 single? (Yuhling)
- Yes.

21. Say something about number 5. (Jonea)
- Hi, you suck. hahahahaha! :D

22. What do you think of number 4 & 6 together? (Yuhling & Carissa)
- I think Carissa would love it. hahahaha.

23. Describe number 9. (Nadu)
- Crazy, High. But I love her :)

24. What will you do if 6 & 7 fight? (Carissa & Atiqah)
- HAHA. No need think, confirm Atiq win. Poor thing Rissa.

25. Do you like number 8? (Raihan)
- Yes, I love her to the MAX :)

Ok, I have done it due to boredom,
and waiting for Shu to catch our movie.

I shall post more tonight.
Goodbyeeee!


I'm slowly recovering,
I believe I'm strong.
XOXO♥ || 12:11 pm

Our singers today!



I must say this song, Take time to love is a nice song.
by Ms James on Ms Sandra Teo wedding last year.
Ms James will be a composer cum singer when she retired.

Sch was alright this few days.
Mid year is really coming real soon.
This is year is just like last year, everything come so fast,
went off so fast.
Even without ppl noticing it.
And I have just bid goodbye to my dearest 140407 and Nuhsha.

As I really don't want ath inside my heart now.
I am gonna to be really free, and be strong.
Ok, that's it.
I don't want to talk about this anymore.
I won't change my mind once I have decided.

Tmr is sports day!
Was a bit excited.
I will cheeeeeeeeer for CARISSA!
And JESLIN, SHINA, FARHANAH!
And all my frens! :DDD

Alright, I shall slp now.



I will nvr be soft-hearted anymore;
XOXO♥ || 12:47 am

Well, I think I myself should wake up from all the dreams I have been in.
After seeing and knowing so much things happen around me,
I know I should stop whatever I am doing right now.

But I really don't understand why guys like to flirt?
They change girlf like change shirts.
Wear and take off so easily.
I don't see any guys who are really sensible enough.
Can you stop being a hongster?
Why?
Why do you treat me like a toy?
When I am caring, you don't even give a damn.
What I'm to you?
Why did you come back in the first place?
Do you know I hated you a lot now?

I thought I have alrdy overcome all those heart breaks.
But I am still so fragile when it comes to you.
I know I am being very very very stupid.
Knowing that you haven changes a single bit, why must I treat you good.
So I have decided to get you out and off my heart, my head.
I gonna prove this to myself that I can do it.
Because I want a happy life right now.
And nvr want you in my life.
I can be strong, inside and outside.
I promised I will nvr be soft-hearted.
Even how much I can't bear it, I will nvr show it.
It's rather to be hurt now then be hurt ltr on.
I have alrdy grown up and know what is right and wrong for me.
Everything is gonna end sooon.

Although I am feeling rather down now,
but I will nvr give up.
You gonna be out of my heart soon.
And nvr enter anymore.
Today will be the last day of treating you well.
Tmr will be a brand new start!

I am 9 feets under, but I'm gonna rise myself now!
XOXO♥ || 7:09 pm

Went to library to study and complete hws as usual.
And we finally caught NSL.
I think Stingrays players all like lack of motivation alrdy la.
They could have put out a great fight.
Well, finals!
Vroooooooooom!

Tmr is sch again.
But for 4 days.
FRIDAY IS LABOUR DAY=NO SCH=THREE DAYS BREAK.
:D :D :D :D :D
Alright.

Hmm. This part abit emo.
Well, why did you come back at this point of time?
And I can't believe that my feelings came back too.
Let me go will you?
I don't want to feel miserable anymore.
I'm much more better off without you.
JuliaTan, be strong, persevere!
Don't be soft-hearted, things will be alright soon.
Don't let it affect you too much. You can!



Last, I hope you would always carry that mickey with you.
XOXO♥ || 11:03 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAIHAN SWEETIE!
I hope you really did enjoy today ok.
Let everyday be happy one like this.
Many many many lovesssss!
XOXO♥ || 11:38 pm

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!

Were tricked by a lot of my friends.
Esp NG SHUTING!
I was bloody happy when what I guess was correct.
!@#$%^!@#$%^

Acp were going on these two weeks.
I am gonna put my 100% on my studies alrdy.

I might miss you abit,
but I swear my feelings nvr come back.
Not even abit.
I don't know why, the feelings is just isn't there.
All I have to say is, goodbye.
XOXO♥ || 11:36 pm

Julia Decibel Tan.
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